Merry Christmas!! It's here! It's here! It's finally here!!! Merry Christmas everyone!!
Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will conceive and give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel. Isaiah 7:14
Christmas becomes so intense once you have children. I feel like I've been thinking about Christmas for years! Levi and Mallory are sound asleep and I am "shut-in" my bedroom while Scott is in the living room wrapping my present(s). I feel like I've been in a whirlwind of wonderful over the past few weeks and it's been lots of fun. We've been to see Santa...three times. We've ridden Christmas trains...twice. And we've shopped, and shopped, and shopped!
I always try to keep the true meaning of Christmas at the surface, celebrating the birth of our Savior, Jesus. I have to admit that I fell into a world with gifts and Santa in the forefront. My heart was pretty much broken at church service this evening when it dawned on me, just how much I have left Jesus out of the equation. Levi talks so much about Santa and what he's going to do tonight. I wish he were talking about Jesus and the night he was born. It's not that Levi doesn't know the story or who Jesus is, but sometimes in this world it seems easier and maybe even a little more exciting to talk about Santa coming and bringing presents. But shame on me, letting that happen. My Lord, who was perfect, flawless, an unblemished lamb, came to this earth to save me, a sinner. I'm so not worthy, but yet He loves me anyway. I guess the awesome thing is that God still loves me, even when I mess up. And He's there to encourage me and show me the direction I should go. I love that He helps me parent my children. After all, He is the most perfect Parent of all.
Don't get me wrong, I'm not being too hard on myself. I am so thankful for the Spirit God has given me and I want to be obedient to his calling. I want to grow and be more like Him. I'm tired of backing down sometimes. I'm tired of not standing up when I should sometimes. I'm so glad I get second chances.
Levi and Grom at her school waiting to see Santa.

Mallory feeling Grandpa's scratchy beard.
Mallory and Levi holding hands, walking up to see Santa.

Here's Levi looking at Santa while we were coaxing him to sit on his lap! He wasn't too sure about it! lol

I was so shocked at Mallory's reaction that I didn't get a very good picture!

Mommy, Mallory, and Grom

Such a handsome boy!


Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Romans 5:1